Post by Rafiel James Dahien on May 20, 2012 19:48:10 GMT -5
From the moment he had laid on her several years ago, he had known he had fallen. And fallen hard. Whether it had been mutual had been unknown to him, until a few weeks ago.. A rendevue at her house and he had lost touch with her since... Not that he was avoiding her, actually he was looking everywhere.. but he felt rather that she was avoiding him... So he had skipped his military meal to search for her.. It was the mages sections' time off, and he hoped he would find her at her home. If he could remember how to get there, that is. His own home was temporarily in the military bunks... Not much of a home to go back to as of now.. Though he did have plenty of money saved up.. Enough to buy a good home.. But thats just it.. he didn't need a home as of yet. So the money sat and rested in a vault in the back of a bank. Probably with a layer of dust on it too.
His feet were moving so fast that he barely realized where he was heading.. It was all a blurr, he couldn't remember which one was her house.. It had been a nice little cottage... Had it been on a hill? Or in a valley? He couldn't remember... Sighing, he found that he was near a park and walked forward more slowly, in a form of a sulk. His heart sank as he realized he probably wouldn't find her... Might have lost the best thing in his life.. And for what? A night of intimate passion?
Part of him kept repeating it was worth it, the other do it again.. and the other..thinking he'll never have her back now. Mixed emotions tied him down, he didn't want any one else, he just wanted to see her, to have her in his arms again..
Just then he thought of the worst.. Had she been attacked? Had a dark taken her captive? Or could she really be avoiding him? Questions flew around in his mind rapidly, one after the other... but none mattered right now.. He didn't have any answers for any of them... Most of them were just wishful thinking.
Besides, it wasn't like he was going to see her again... She might very well be avoiding him, or might not at all. Who knows! She might have been looking for him this whole time, and they only went in opposite directions at once. Unlikely, but he hoped it was some what of a similar case. Deep down, he had a bad gut feeling.. Really, he just wished that he could see her.. Just one more time. And maybe then.. maybe for forever afterwards.
His feet were moving so fast that he barely realized where he was heading.. It was all a blurr, he couldn't remember which one was her house.. It had been a nice little cottage... Had it been on a hill? Or in a valley? He couldn't remember... Sighing, he found that he was near a park and walked forward more slowly, in a form of a sulk. His heart sank as he realized he probably wouldn't find her... Might have lost the best thing in his life.. And for what? A night of intimate passion?
Part of him kept repeating it was worth it, the other do it again.. and the other..thinking he'll never have her back now. Mixed emotions tied him down, he didn't want any one else, he just wanted to see her, to have her in his arms again..
Just then he thought of the worst.. Had she been attacked? Had a dark taken her captive? Or could she really be avoiding him? Questions flew around in his mind rapidly, one after the other... but none mattered right now.. He didn't have any answers for any of them... Most of them were just wishful thinking.
Besides, it wasn't like he was going to see her again... She might very well be avoiding him, or might not at all. Who knows! She might have been looking for him this whole time, and they only went in opposite directions at once. Unlikely, but he hoped it was some what of a similar case. Deep down, he had a bad gut feeling.. Really, he just wished that he could see her.. Just one more time. And maybe then.. maybe for forever afterwards.